Polyamory Newsletter, Volume 1, March, 2005 
Published by Janet Kira Lessin, Focalizer, World Polyamory Association and Sasha (Alex) Lessin, Ph.D.
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Baby it's (still) cold outside.  While winter worries wax and wane, buds bloom and so do our polyamorous hopes and dreams. On the homefront the Lessins negotiate to purchase more land and expand our community vision in paradise (Maui, HI). We dream of intentional community, a conscious polyamorous-tantric tribe of 6-12 residential members with expanded family globally. 

While our family fans home flames and feeds family pets, Sasha and I travel to the World Polyamory Association conferences in the mainland.  There we meet other tribe members and interview potential new ones, conduct workshops, teach and help others with private counseling.  This year we have conferences on both American coasts and at least one in the middle.  To say we're excited is an undestatement.  On top of all the good news, this year we travel to Europe to explore venues and poly opportunites there.    

These times they are a changin' and despite it all, and perhaps because of it all, it's changin' to something good. 

The planet's waking up to love.  More people are becoming aware of relationship choice options and are setting themselves free from self-limiting and constraining boxes that no longer fit.  Truth, honesty, clarity, communication are the new mantras. The faithful believe, mainly in themselves and the ability of their mates to hear what they have to say. Consciously, kindly, they address needs, wants and desires. They negotiate peacefully with grace and integrity and emerge with new agreements that honor all parties concerned and truly work.

As the old saying goes, "You don't always get what you want, but sometimes you get just what you need."  In polyamory I've found that the more I grow in love and become compersive, the wants and needs of my beloveds become my wants and needs.  And, as a result, I often want just what I need.

May you get what you need and want what you get.

Love, Blessings,
Kira

Contents of this Polyamory Newsletter
1.  POLY TANTRA  Article by Janet Kira Lessin  
2.  POLY & PLAYCOUPLE FLORIDA CONFERENCE DEADLINE MARCH 17 - Conference APRIL 20 -23
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.  HARBIN POLYAMORY CELEBRATION: Harbin Hot Springs CA Poly Conference  June 17-19, 2005

4.  POLYAMORY CONNECTION: Poly Dating, Educational Monthly Support Group & Class, Maui, Hawaii
5.
 POLYAMORY: MORE LOVES, MORE LOVING Guide to Making Polyamory Work - Book
6. 
POLYAMORY, MANY LOVES: The Poly Tantric Lovesyle, A Personal Account -Book
7.  POLYAMORY MAGAZINE - Contributions and Staff Sought
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1.  POLY TANTRA  by Janet Kira Lessin

Polyamory & Tantra, a Potent Mix

Poly-Tantra combines the best of tantra and polyamory. While polyamory and tantra are paths that each may be practiced by themselves, they go together like two peas in pod.

 Tantra, also known as sacred sexuality, is an ancient high art form that means "weave". With tantra you learn to master and weave energy in yourself and between you and your lovers.  You connect deeper with your lovers. You feel your oneness with them and the world. The ability to weave energy between beloveds can prove to be essential when you decide to move beyond dyadic relating and practice polyamory.

In polyamory--loving more than one person in an honest and intimate relationship--you balance energy between two or among more than two lovers--a delicate dance. You embrace two or more people in your heart and keep them in your consciousness lest they feel left-out, hurt, abandoned.  We're all psychic and can feel it if we're not primary in someone's awareness.  You nurture and support the Inner Children within each of your partners. 

The Inner Child, the part of each of us who longs for and experiences deep, intimate connections, meets other people Inner Child to Inner Child, when you feel safe to be vulnerable. To make poly work, tune into, let yourself care about your lovers' Inner Children; reveal your own Inner Child to them.  .

Ever notice how a child can play happily outside, unaffected when Mother's busy inside washing dishes?  When Mom's keeping one eye on her child, the child seems content. But the moment the phone rings and Mom shifts her attention to her friend on the phone, the child becomes aware that Mom's shifted her focus, and the child runs in the house demanding Mom's attention.  A similar thing happens in polyamory when you shift focus away from one lover onto another. You need to be energetically sensitive when practicing polyamory so your lovers feel supported by your consciousness.  Develop ways to stay connected with all your lovers.

 Polyamory can be practiced in groups or you may encounter each of your lovers one at a time. Sometimes group love, sometimes one-on-one loving serves you best.  Employ tantra and you can send energy and our each of your lovers and they can feel you whether or not you and and each of them are present in the physical space at the time you or they make love.

When you're alone with one poly partner and apart from your other poly partner(s), you can be totally present with the one before you, while simultaneously sending love to those who are not.  When you're with one lover, phone your other lovers, the ones physically absent.  Or speak of your experience as soon as possible with your absent lovers.  Especially share the love you felt for them, even though they were absent while you made love with your other lover(s).

Polyamorous sexualloving in groups can be an interesting study in your humanity. Your actual experience up close and personal when your lovers love another people may differ from what you imagined you'd feel.  Some feel joy when watching their lovers love one another. They feel empathy and total delight for what their lovers are experiencing. They feel compersion. Their lover's joy is their own joy. They move into a total empathetic bond with their lovers, almost like a divine spiritual connection of oneness even though they may not actually be feeling the physical connection themselves.

Using Jealousy to Reprogram Self-doubt

Other people feel jealousy when watching their lovers. They experience insecurity, anxiety, anger, even rage.  They may compare themselves to the other lovers in the group.  Some put themselves down, say to themselves that another person their lover is sharing sex with is richer, better looking, brighter, smarter, thinner, prettier, bigger, smaller, they have better breasts, better penises.  One woman in our group recently complained, "I hate so and so. She has better orgasms than I do.""

If you find yourself locked in comparison, you can use your upset to inspire yourself to improve yourself.  If the person with whom you compare yourself negative, saying she or he's thinner, you can lose weight.  If you derogate yourself because you think your lover's lover is richer than you, make more money.  If you tell yourself the person you feel lesser than has breasts you like more than your own, learn to love your own breasts or get that breast reduction surgery you always wanted.

You can't do much about some things--your skin color, body size; you can't enlarge that penis beyond a length. But your emotional pain's probably not about the things you can't change. As bad as you feel when you compare yourself unfavorably with your lovers' other lovers, your pain can be your greatest blessings because you can  look inside and see how you can learn to accept yourself.

Our Three Weeks with Nine Lovers

We had many opportunities to compare and look inside recently when our group gathered for an extensive three-week, nine-person experiment in conscious polyamory. While we were not all involved with one another sexually or in an intimate relationship, we were open to explore sexuality in a group. We wanted to move past our limitations and discover what keeps us from feeling connected to one another.  We hoped to get past our resistance and feel connected.  We used a wide variety of psychotherapeutic tools to aid us in this process. We also agreed to keep the lines of communication open at all times. And communicate we did.

We moved into a model of no blame or shame.  Each of us pledged to take personal responsibility for our own actions. We went through intense and powerful emotions.  We learned we still have a lot of work to do on ourselves individually and collectively.

What makes a relationships work is the individuals and whether or not they're differentiated enough. Differentiated people don't need external affirmation to feel validated. We noticed we create problems when we depend on someone else for our self-esteem.  To the degree we lacked differentiation, we put ourselves down with self-depreciating self-talk and felt insecure at our lovers' sexual sharing with others.  But even those in our group who'd done lots of work on themselves and had high differentiation and-esteem could experience fear, anxiety and jealousy. Yet the more differentiated the members of the group become in the course of our three weeks together, the better our experience got. 

Combine increasing self-differentiation with open communication, honesty and authenticity, and you create healthy, viable, stable relationships. Authentic connections and acceptance lets members of the group to accept themselves, feel love more freely for others and love themselves. You create relationships that survive difficulties that as they arise.

Sexual configurations (who does what to whom) have less to do with the success of your relationships than who you are as an individual.  Your willingness to face your fears, evolve and grow by looking at your wounds and healing them moves you past blame or shame to the realization that you come from a wounded society.  Your personal wounds and those of the culture are potential for your personal evolution to grow and become the best person you can possibly be.

What can you do if, in those moments in your lovers' get-together, when everyone' runs sexual energy, feels connected but you even in their midst, feel lonely? We deconstructed a situation like that with one of our most experienced, tantra-poly practitioners.  Dr. Love (not his real name) was surprised when he found himself feeling left out when his primary beloved was involved in extended eye-gaze with another.  Love looked around to the others in the group and saw each of them so wrapped-up with what they were doing, they didn't notice he felt left out. At that point he could pout or include himself.  Love tried repeatedly to make a connection with the others, but over and over he met with what he perceived as disinterest. He began to feel more and more rejected and eventually stopped trying to connect. 

He just sat with his feelings, cranked up his sadness and went within.  He remembered the times in his childhood when he felt what he was feeling now. Unable to resolve it then and there, he remained silent not wanting to spoil anyone's fun and remained feeling sad and lonely and fell asleep, only revealing what happened in our sharing the next morning.

Love expressed his pain, and the expression cured him of it.  We listened to him complain that he felt left-out, unimportant to everyone else.  None of us, however, had even known he suffered from his thoughts of being forgotten. We encouraged him to cathart, express his pain fully. Love recalled earlier times when he recreated this same experience in more recent relationships and decided to move past blaming others to take responsibility for the behavior was within himself.  We used the situation in our love-in as a therapeutic opportunity for him to access his wounded Inner Child and heal so he wouldn't keep creating situations that reminded him of times in his childhood when he also felt disconnected, left-out, emotionally unimportant to others.

Dr. Love's primary beloved gave him the love and empathy he needed. She'd been totally unaware of his pain and vowed to be more responsive if he approached her in the future. She asked him what she could do to help him heal. Love remembered times he recreated this same experience of being left-out in more recent relationships and decided to stop blaming others for his feelings and to take responsibility for his own behavior.  Love asked her to check on him periodically when they are in group-loving situations. He didn't want to give up group sex--so rich and full of love--but wanted help healing his shut-down Inner Child.

We'll gather another time to see if these healing behaviors generated the results we all desired. Perhaps more pieces of Love's personal puzzle will emerge the next time. Or maybe someone else will be triggered. In any case, we see it as a blessing, an opportunity for all of us to heal, learn, grow and evolve.

I've taken Love's lesson to heart, and I pledge to learn how to master my energy and hold attention on two or more people at once. Focus and intention are key factors to developing this ability. I must maintain awareness we'gathered  in this nine-day poly community.  I'll help us all check with one another frequently, verbally and with thought, gestures, sounds and by focusing attention.  

The group's gone now from Maui, but in a few hours husband Sash and my Shivaya, my other beloved come to me in sacred ritual.  We'll explore loving more and move shaktipot--this sacred energy--all around.

2.  APRIL 20 -23 POLY & PLAYCOUPLE FLORIDA CONFERENCE DEADLINE MARCH 17

Last day to register for the Florida Polyamory Conference in Orange Springs will be March 17th. Because of the nature of our arrangement with the conference site, if we cannot show evidence of a specific number of PAID registrants by that date, we will be forced to cancel the event. Although we have gotten a
large number of people expressing interest in attending, only some of them have actually paid. Therefore, if we do not receive at least 34 more paid registrants by March 17th, the event will be canceled.  To register, or receive more information, click on the website http://www.worldpolyamoryassociation.com or call Janet and Sasha in Hawaii: 808-244-4103 or Dave in calif: 415-577-6015

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3.  CELEBRATE RELATIONSHIP CHOICE: Harbin Hot Springs CA Poly Conference  June 17-19, 2005

The World Polyamory Association's Northern California Conference, Celebrate Relationship Choice, will be at Harbin Hot Springs, CA (June 17-19, 2005) in Middleton, located about two hours from both San Francisco and Sacramento.  Harbin's located on 1200 acres of beautiful canyon land. It offers natural healing waters (hot, warm and cold pools), miles of hiking trails, and a variety of workshops, classes and events every week.  Harbin is a clothes-optional facility.

Presenters include NonViolent Compassionate Communication KELLY BRYSON, MFT, Dawn Davidson and Akien MacClain as well as Dr.s Ed JorEl Elkin, Dave Doleshal, Janet Kira Lessin and Sasha Lessin.  Dr. Harold (Hari Das) Kornylak and Amber Seitz present their mind-blowing playshop, "Loving Beyond the Dyad."  Janet Kira Lessin, WPA Focalizer, has been confirmed as one of our keynote speakers.  We seek more presenters, poly-oriented entertainments, and first-time poly-theme seminar and playshop leaders for this event.

The Harbin poly conference includes interactive workshops on pair bonding, romantic love, multiple-partner sexuality and choreographing the dance of poly loving. There will be panel discussions, jealousy management experiments, opportunities for networking, a fun party and a many opportunities to experience living compersion–empathy for others' love-joy.  Participants will move from experience to experience together, in plenary sessions orchestrated to build community.

For More Information:  http://www.worldpolyamoryassociation.com/conferences/HarbinHotSprings2005/harbin_hot_springs_index.html
Discounted price includes meals and tent/seminar space accommodations: http://www.worldpolyamoryassociation.com/forms/Harbin2005/harbin_registration_form.html
Register now and save. Prices go up each month.

4.  POLYAMORY CONNECTION: Poly Dating, Educational Monthly Support Group & Class, Maui, Hawaii

POLYAMORY CONNECTION  Polyamorous & Alternative Lifestyles Dating & Relationship Support Group led by Sasha Lessin, Ph. D. &  Janet Kira Lessin. 

Polyamory Connection meets the 3rd Friday of the month, 7PM  
2005: January 21, February 18, March 18, April 15, May 20, June 17, July 15, August 19, Sept 16, Oct 21, Nov 18, Dec 16
2006: January 20, February 17,  March 17, April 21, May 19, June 16, July 21, August 18, Sept 15, Oct 20, Nov 17, Dec 22

POLYAMORY CONNECTION is a dating club, support group and  interactive relationship class on polyamory (contemporaneously loving more than one in intimate, candid relationships).  This group is private for members only. Members go though an Orientation Interview to better prepare you for the group. 

POLYAMORY ORIENTATION INTAKE INTERVIEW:  Most Americans have been culturally conditioned to monogamy.  But is monogamy "right" for everyone?  What happens when we don't listen to our hearts and try to fit ourselves into a box that we've outgrown?  How does one shift from one paradigm to another, especially when most of our culture clings to one that's not working for you?  Does the transition have to be painful?  Is polyamory the right path for you?  Does anyone else think like you?  Where are the other polys?  

In your intake interview we explore numerous possibilities with you (and you partner or partners, if they chose to come) to help you acertain where you want to go in terms of relationships.  Monogamy? Polyamory?  Swinging? The answer will come from you.  Cost: $150. *

POLYAMORY CONNECTION GROUP: Polyamory's not the answer for everyone, but just another option, a choice for relating in a world where over 50% of marriages end in divorce.  In our poly group, we embark on a journey of personal discovery through Sanctuary by J G Bertrand from venusandherlover.com                                         lively discussions and interactive relating exercises.  

Cost $200 single, $250 couple, $300 triad for 10 weeks.  Single visit: $25 single, $50 couple, $75 triad

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5.  POLYAMORY: MORE LOVES, MORE LOVING Synergistic Sacred Sex & Reverational Relationships for Three or More Lovers by Sasha Lessin, Ph. D & Janet Kira Lessin

This book guides you and your love group to a fun-filled weekend of All-Chakra Total Tantra to intensify intimacy and celebrate each other. In this celebration, you open all your energy centers (chakras), heal emotional wounds, expand ecstasy and love for each other. You celebrate your separate selves and also transcend them in delightful spiritual energy with each other.

All-Chakra Total Tantra includes Tantra Yoga--stretches, postures and visualizations open your body and mind for consciousness lovemaking and to prepare your body for communication with each other.

You learn how to center yourself, communicate kindly and genuinely and to regress and reprogram your imprints so you can synergize your inner security, sexuality, power, love, communication, vision and spiritual chakras. You enhance intimacy, growth, respect, caring and passion with each other. Share your heart and start healing each others' deep hurts. You learn to relate to each other from discerning, centered perspectives.

CHAPTERS: Celebrate Tantra; All-Chakra Tantra for the Polyamorous Living a Tantric Life Puja Arms Round Each Other: All-Chakra Bija Puja Ritual Know Your Selves Survey Your Several Selves Center: Embrace Inner Opposites Consult Critic, Comfort Kid & Satisfy Sexy Self Benefit from Bonding Know Each Other Share Intimate Confidences Listen With Love: Validate, Feel Each Other Learn From Yesterday's Loves Mediate Your Mutual Imagos Heal Her Hurts Heal His Hurts Empathize, Stay Linked Share Sacred Sexuality State Desires & Limitations Free Feelings in Sex and Puja Play Adore Each Aphrodite Fathom Female Features Stroke Her Sacred Sector Sacred Sector Stimulation: My (Janet's) Experience Delight Each Dionysus Rotate and Relate Touch Two at a Time Polyamory: the More Loving Perspective Are We Really Mono-Poly? Appreciate Your Pleaser But Talk to you Taker Too Yoga & Tantra

6.  POLYAMORY, MANY LOVES: The Poly Tantric Lovesyle, A Personal Account Janet Kira Lessin

Polyamory, Many Loves: The Poly Tantric Lovestyle, A Personal Account by Janet Kira Lessin is an autobiographical testimonial of Janet's experiences with polyamory and tantra. Hold onto your hats for a wild ride! Polyamory may not be the easiest lifestyle, but it's sure fun. The ups and downs of relating with more than one certainly keep things lively. Never a dull moment. Combine polyamorous relating with tantra and you're soaring to new heights.

Janet's style of writing is startlingly candid, heart-opening, full of emotion. Janet and her husband, Sasha, love one another deeply, passionately, completely, a level envied by most yet achievable if that's truly your heart's desire.

Chapters: Explore Loving More; Women Get Most from Tantra and Polyamory; Equality, Respect and Reverence; Fear of Sex; Living Tantra and Polyamory; Truth, Trauma and Transition; External Relationship Energy; Poly for the Vulnerable Inner Child; Tantra Touches Releases Imprints; Are We Really Mono-poly?; Perils and Pearls of Polyamory; Goddess Gifts Goddess; Two Women and a Man; Two Men and a Woman; Bisexuality is a Touchy Subject; Couple Dating: Couples, Two Couples; Living and Loving Together; Four Men and Two Ladies; Poly Pilgrims Progress; Ride the Rhythms of Relationships; Pitfalls of Polyamory; Still Tantric After All These Years; Still Poly After All These Years

7.  POLYAMORY: THE MAGAZINE Contributions and Staff Sought - Deadline for summer issue is May 1, 2005

We're launching a NEW poly magazine called POLYAMORY.  We're starting with an E-zine which is the basis for a paper zine later on.  We want your articles, stories, thoughts, ideas.  This magazine is for you, about you and  others like you. Share your victories, follies, highs, lows, hopes, woes, loves, loves lost, excitement, depression, happiness, sadness, joy, sorrow and bliss.  We want to hear it all, know all about you and what it takes to be polyamorous in these amazing and sometimes trying times.

These are the good old days, the time upon which our descendents will look back and proclaim this is when it all began.  We are the pioneers, the paradigm shifters that move it, shake it all up and make it happen.  This is history (herstory, ourstory?) in the making.

We'd also love to feature your art on our web site and zines.  We'd even love to share your photos with the world (if everyone in the photos grants their permission). Show us how talented you are.  Share your happy faces and joy that you've found with your poly loves and family.  We're here to promote you and your work.  We're here to change the world, make it a better place for all of us.

Sections Include:
Member's Stories
Emotion Management
Counseling & Coaching
Poly History
Poly Politics
Polyamory and Tantra
Poly Professionals
Poly Resources
Poly Groups
Poly Events
Real Problem Resolution
Poly Children
Poly Families
Coming out of the Closet
How We Met
Poly Dating
Poly Personals
Poly Profiles
Polyamory In the News
And Much, Much More

Member's of the World Polyamory Association get a free personal ad so you may easily find the relationships you seek.  Professional Member's get a free listing in our Professional Directory plus discounts on advertisements.  We promote our members on our web site, e-zine and magazine. 

Please send articles, ads, listings, art and photos to: WorldPolyamory@aol.com.  Include your author's bio, contact information, web site, email and photo.  Or you may call 808-244-4103. 

POLYAMORY, TANTRA, PEACE
World Polyamory Association
, School of Tantra, World Peace Association, World Tantra Association

Sasha Lessin, Ph. D. & Janet Kira Lessin

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Wailuku, Maui, HI 96793
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